i love to smile, i love to welcome people with a smile. because a smile can warm people heart much more easier. and i love to see people smiling to me too. but when you come and be nasty with me, thn goodbye, dont expect me to be kind to you anymore. especially when you try to be funny with my friend feeling or trying to be funny with the my love ones around me.

i cannot stand certain people in life. those who trying to gain ppl attention, those who try to gain sympathy from others, and those who think highly of yourself. these people seriously need to get a life. i believe in KARMA, what goes around comes around. remember that. i always believe to treat people the way how i would like to be treated. at least be fair to others, be fair to yourself. no one owe you a living, no one are suppose to give every single bit of their kindness to you and gain nothing in return. how selfish will you be? 

freedom is kind of important to me too, i love my night life. it gives people a kind of peaceful feeling. perhaps im too used to having my night life with those rides. it blow away all my troubles. was chatting with B the other day, and we have the same feeling and mindset about it. (Y) much love about it when two person thinks alike. 

and ya, finally took the courage to book appointment for my wisdom tooth extraction. B applied leave to accompany me for the op. seriously it freaks me out so much. the thought of it scare me like hell alrdy. work is coming to an end next week. kind of regretted extending, no time for me to rest and enjoy till sch starts. but on a brighter note. extra income for the month of oct.  

till now, i still cant come to a conclusion and final decision for my choice of modules, i need to think deeply and seriously for it, trying to clear 6 modules within half a year is no joke seriously. am doubting about myself. i need to and must mug my way off. just for this half a yr more. hang in there joanna. hang in there. 

and, SIM portal seriously need to maintain. cos its damn annoying with the error page keep showing up and im unable to log in at all! irritating ass!!!